Update
So I haven’t written on here in ages - I haven’t been on tumblr for ages! Basically it’s half term and I’ve had the flu, been at my job working and doing school work every second than I wasnt at work and suffering in bed.
So in this time - since I last did an update - I have finished seeing that AWFUL psychiatrist! He just wasn’t working for me. He asked me to do an eating disorder questionnaire in my last session (why not my first?!?) but he’s gonna use the result in a letter he has to send to my GP. He’s also writing me a letter for me to give to the exam board for exams and to the admissions tutor at the uni I wanna go to as I might then get in with lower grades :D
In terms of food and weight ect you wouldn’t even think I have an ED :L I’ve been comfort eating for days via o this flu - and even opted to have breakfasts when I didn’t need to! Of course I’m not eating at work as I’m not ready for that - and if I did I’d be soooo fat by now :L I’m 6.10st tonight :/ not good. But i do plan to do a lot more exercise when i get back to school - 3/4 times a week (gotta do it for my A level PE coursework anyway). I wanna get back to like 6.7st and stay there - I don’t want to be this weight atm, but over time I know I need to gain some.
